Well last night didn't exactly go as I'd hoped. My niece came round with my Mum and got into a huge row with the kids just before I left so that made a crappy atmosphere, then I had a panic attack before going in. Great.
I used to get them a long time ago, freaked out whenever I was in crowds thinking everyone was staring at me etc but seemed to get out of it. Maybe with everything else lately its a stress thing. Didnt help that when I did go in, Mum txt me asking what medication Caitlin needed and I got told off for having my phone on. Glad I only go out once a year!!!!!
I admit I didn't really enjoy the show as much as I wanted to. There was one puppet however (it was a ventriloquist we saw) which was so cute! It was a little dog called Chichi who only really said 'I'm Chichi' An adorable little girl came on stage from the audience and sang with him which made me smile :) So Mark bought me this mug to cheer me up.